become more confident

I’ve always been so timid in my life. I tend to be an outside observer about things. I don’t know if it’s from a fear of failure, rejection, or what.

Well, something clicked a couple of weeks ago, I started thinking “why the hell not?” whenever I prevented myself taking that step forward. It’s been a process, and I still have a lot to learn, but I realized that I need to take control of my own future…and that involves becoming more confident and bold.

I really think that working on this item the most can affect all of my other goals…especially the weight loss and getting to know my coworker better. God, I wish I had self-esteem.

It’s weird, so many people in life are afraid of public speaking. I can talk to a crowd without any problem. Stick me with another person…that’s another story.