be a great friend

Well… I am meeting my friend this morning for a walk~
We have had minimal contact, several phone calls, a few texts, and a couple of emails…all being rather “surfacy”(yes, _hopped making up my own words)...

I think today we will “talk things out”...and I also feel that we will move past this and maybe become even better friends

but…I am okay, even if this does not happen. I am finally to a place where I can accept it either way, and realize that my heart is open.

I appreciate everyone’s support it has been very healing…
thank U!!!!

;-D

I am trying to be very patient with a friend of mine who is treating me like crap. This person got angry with me and “holds grudges ~ GRUDGEMASTER 2000”...
it is making me really sad~
I’ve already apologized for the “injustice” and we’ve met a few times, but it’s still weird between us….

I’m really beside myself….ready to just let things happen as they will because it’s very painful to experience my friend this way…

feels like suffering through “teenage” bullshit…but I already have teenagers…I don’t want/need anymore….

just venting….
sucks~

I think about this sometimes…
and I think what makes a great friend is someone who will listen to you and respond in a loving way with the truth~ it does not mean they always agree with you…but at the end…you know they will stand by you to the end~ I so appreciate my great friends…and my “not so great” ones too…
I want to be that friend that you know you can count on until the end…and that friend where you can be your true self…in all your glory and know…that I will still be there…. through thick & thin…stand strong & gently…