learn to let things go

I was talking to a co-worker today about my NFH (Neighbors From H*ll) and she told me some events that happened to her with her neighbors when she lived in some apartments across town. I realized that parking issues were not as major as the harrassment she suffered! Her neighbors called police, sent scary people to her door and they had a physical fight with her husband, stole her son’s scooter and even ate food in her car at night. I think hearing that made me feel less alone.
I joined NFH web site forum and read more stories about people with rotton neighbors. It is a UK site and the problems were similar. I liked reading the forum the advice was sound. I guess people have bad neighbors everywhere. So much for dreaming of moving to the English countryside. I won’t add that to 43 things.
I also found atricles to validate that mean neighbors are stressful and subtle harrassment can cause depression and health issues.
I need to let the whole thing stop bothering me or do something.
I don’t want to cause WWIII over parking. My stomache hurts all the time.

She is still parking there. I am trying to let it go. But its so hard. What’s wrong with me? Why am I so worried over stupid stuff? I bet if it wasn’t this I would find something else.
I hate how I feel.

I am so angery this weekend because someone parked in my personal area and I can’t think of anything else. Complaining to the landlord will start a war and “Letting it go” seems wrong. The people who did it are young and self indulgent. They can’t be reasoned with and I feel helpless. I know I should ignore it…eventualy the landlord will tell them can’t park on the grass in front of my porch…but I am also afraid they’ll think it was me who pointed it out….because I want to so very much.
I HAVE to let this slide. I also probably need to move where I don’t have neighbors across a 3 inch thick wall. I hate apartmnet life.
I do this all the time. I obsess the things I can’t fix and worry about what “might happen” rather than enjoy my weekends.
I am so very unhappy.