be a better student

Okey, so maybe I haven’t become a better student yet but I’m really trying. Since I was a lazy ass last semester, I had to write 3 exams in 2 weeks this semester along with attending all my lessons. On one of the exams I got a better grade then I did on all of the other exams I wrote last semester. So you see, I’m actually trying.

I’ve cried so many times about this. I don’t read the books I should, I don’t care if I’ll get an E on my exams and sometimes I don’t even turn them in. I get so mad at myself since I actually have a goal with my studies but still I have no discipline.