disclose 43 dirty little secrets about myself

if i know i’m not going out of the house, i don’t bother taking a shower.
this applies to extended days. like three or four.

My mom is one of my best friends.

After last night, I don’t know what to think anymore.

Sometimes I lie about insignificant things, like the time of day or what I have to do for homework.

Just because I can.

Sometimes I am afraid I am a disappointment to my parents.

Sometimes I am just afraid.

I have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder.

I like to count things. A lot.

You should try it.

To the majority of the people at my school: I will smile to your face and laugh at your stories and let you hug me and hang onto your every word.

Then I will go home, pour myself a glass of milk, and think about how much I hate you.