control my jealousy

I am so in love with my boyfriend. I just wanted to be absolutely uncontrollably in love with him, but my jealousy was holding me back… I just always worried that he still cared for his ex or thought that someone else had been better at—things. So I finally broke down and just told him those things and how terrible they made me feel to think.
He let out a sigh and said, “Honey, don’t even think that. You and I are a completely different thing. Nothing could be like how you and I are. Everything else doesn’t mean anything near what we are.”
Like a switch that was flipped, my trust for him went to unconditional and complete. I could give a shit less who looks at him or tries to talk to him now because he could even talk to his ex if she tried to call him and right after he hung up, he’d kiss me, tell me he loves me and not think about it ever after. Because I’m special. I treat him how he likes. He loves ME. ONLY. What we have, he loves and wouldn’t ever feel like something could be better.

What the hell is wrong with me to take so long in just spewing my inner feelings? Well, I’m glad i did anyhow…

i’ve never had a really attractive boyfriend before. you’d think it’d be a nice thing, but it’s really just another set of worries. all i can think about when we’re separated (he lives in chicago and i in omaha but we go to the same college) is that his conniving ex will get to him or the girl he worked with and slept with will come see him or something. it drives me to the point of insanity and i can’t stand it anymore. i need help with this and all he does is get angry at me for being jealous. he won’t try to help me and reassure me that he wouldn’t do anything, he just gets mad.

after my relationship with my last boyfriend, Aaron, I will never be jealous again. Bad or not, I’ll never care enough in the way I did for him to be jealous again. I simply don’t have the drive to devote jealousy to any guy now… If they leave me, I’m like, “fuck them.” I don’t care anymore. I’m over jealousy.

DJ is going to his ex’s prom, and i can tell all of you that are struggling with jealousy that i honestly DON’T CARE!!! i’m not jealous or thinking that he’s gong to get back together(okay, not thinking about that that much!) because SHE dumped HIM, and he likes me, he wouldn’t do that to me. so i’m okay and i don’t care and i’m not jealous.

Dj, my new guy is definitely curing me of my jealousy. he’s got all these girl friends and i don’t really care. no, i don’t care. he is a nice guy, he has lots of friends, and some of those friends are girls. so what?!

is gone. i’m hanging out with a really great guy though, and I gotta tell ya: he has as many girl friends as guy friends, and I don’t care. maybe i actually can trust him!

my love of my life has made this almost a cured disease. i finally get it that he loves me, and it’s me on his shoulder and in his arms, not that chick that is creeping into the back of my mind. he’s with ME. he loves ME, not her. heehee. ME!!! and any jealousy i have is my problem, he’ll never hurt me just like i wouldn’t hurt him.