be financially independent

I constantly have to remind myself about the bigger picture here, especially when I see the new H&M line (cheap with great cuts that are just what I need in my wardrobe…. the worst kind). I could easily spend gazillions of dollars shopping there and not even blink an eye in regret.

This month, even though it’s sale season, I have to restrain and think of the bigger picture I want to achieve.

Would I like it better if I’m gorgeously dressed but still under the boot of society and life itself?

:S

This is a monster goal. Knowing that, I have to will myself out of going into panic every time I think about it. Why do I panic? Because it is also connected to 2 other major goals I have: growing my business and getting a house. Wow, talk about pressure!

But, I feel ready to do it. I feel capable and motivated enough to go through any inconvenience I need to, to reach my goals – having my own money to answer for, having a house to live in and growing a healthy business.

I expect it to be challenging, I expect it to be intense, I expect to learn a great deal about my own power and strengths (hopefully in a good way).

I wonder if these words will make me laugh 2 years from now
(I planned to have it all finished by then)? I guess ignorance and naivete is sometimes the best place to start from, all the rest I’m going to have to figure out on the way.

Here’s to good luck to me!!!!!