be more friendly

This still needs work as I have not called any friends in weeks and I will confide in you why this is. Every time I get a call from a friend they are pressuring me to go somewhere or do something. They say “why were you not at THIS thing or THAT thing?” Or they say “I know I can count on you to be HERE or THERE” but I have not felt like going out at all and I am pretty busy with my own family and my own things. About going out, if I feel like going i will go. I don’t want to be locked in. But I find it hard to be impolite and i don’t know a good way to communicate that to people because “I will go if i want and not go if i want so don’t count on me” is pretty rude. So i don’t even answer the phone or return the messages. Which is the rudest of all I guess. So basicly I am saying this goal needs work.

someimes i just don’t feel like ACTING friendly.

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