Keep my house beautiful and perfect

What is wrong with me that i can have a goal like this for four years and not achieve it? There must be something more going on here than meets the eye. Is this something people work on constantly through life or am I just a big slobby loser? I must need help with this, it seems I am falling short for way too long. I will inshallah seek some sort of help here. Either with the cleaning itself or mental help in why I can’t reach a simple goal over such a long time frame.

It looks nice lately. huge improvement in my family picking up after themselves. Still working on it, I would say it is going well.

It is nice today. I am making new chore lists and time management stuff for my kids and also I made a big fuss and insisted that everyone clean after themselves, which has helped a lot.

It does not look nice here. And I am tired. This is a hard goal. I reallly want this though. Anyway I’m not cleaning now, I am going to bed.

Still at the top of my list. I think it is going well. A friend came here and commented that is it very clean.

Cleanliness is one half of Deen.

Time to try again.

My friend came over here and re-arranged my furniture and it really opened the place up. Everything is in it’s place. It is so so so important to keep it this way forever.