complain less

This morning so far wasn’t the best, Keep strong, Don’t give up. Soon things are going to get back to normal.

Today the entire day, all I did was cry, whine, morn, complain. I am going to stick to my 43 things, I am going to make myself better. I am going to stop hurting the girl who means EVERYTHING to me, I am going to only make her feel loved, she is the most precious thing to me, and I am going to start showing her that, Instead all along I showed her that I am a monster, it stops here, I am going to enjoy life, realize how beautiful life is, Do things that make me happy, See the word from a different view, let go of the things that upset me, stop worrying about tomorrow, next week, next year, and focus on now. Realize that life is short, and we only have some more tomorrows and one day, There won’t be a tomorrow, From now on, I am STOPING this bullshit, I am going to stop these horrible things I done, I am going to find a way to stop this, and just make it out, I am going to fix what I broken, and just make things a whole lot better for me and my girlfriend, she needs happiness, and she wasn’t getting it from me, I can’t let anything happen. I have to stop being so selfish, and just be happy for the things that are happening for me in life. I need to enjoy my life while I am here, and while I am young. I am going to be a good person & better person tomorrow, I am going to stick to this, and write every day and better myself. Goodnight

Much harder then I ever expected. I need to learn to just stop complaing. Complaining makes everything worst, it can start fights, and make you upset as well as other people you love. I need to really work on this goal, It’s going to be very hard, but I will achieve this goal.

I complain about E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G, If I don’t get my way I will COMPLAIN & COMPLAIN until it is how I would like it, I complain on little small things all the time no matter how tiny it is.