get better at soccer

it just doesn’t seem like it matters anymore. there’s no magic potion, and i can’t do any of the tricks that my friends can no matter how hard i try… i can’t go to fields by myself cuz playing alone doesn’t help at all. i just wanted to prove everyone that doubted me wrong… but it’s harder than i thought. i guess i’ll just have to try some other way to get better at soccer, i feel like it’s beyond my reach and there’s no way to get there. but i know there is and that’s why i guess i’m just gonna have to keep trying.

u just started this whole thing and i’m trying to get better because everybody i know is better than me and won’t let me forget it… i want to prove them all wrong. they’ve all said it to my face that they doubt I’ll do good, so just this once, i want to be amazing at something that i love