lose weight and feel pretty!

Here recently i have been going to the wellness center with my aunt and working out with her and her trainer Randy. It is a lot of fun. I like it a lot.. Well will fill you in when i seem to start losing weight.

All my life i have been bigger than all those around me but never a lot bigger. I have a thyroid problem so i have to work three times as hard to lose the same amount of weight as my sister who doesn’t have a thyroid would. Only my sister is like a sixth of my size. I get sick to my stomach looking at all the girls that look like i want to look. I love me because God made me who i am only i sometimes feel i let him down by slowly destroying the body he gave me. I want to change that only i dont know where to start or how to start.