be cool

I really wanna be cool. Maybe if I try new popular things out and do the things the popular kids are doing (except for the things that aren’t Christ-like) maybe I’ll finally have some more friends, and maybe I’ll finally not be made an outcast and judged as such a geek. I don’t get it… Why don’t people just accept you as you are? It’s so hard to deal with. Maybe I’ll get into the hobbies other people are into and actually learn what they’re about. I just got into photography and filming, and I really like it. That’s something popular girls do often.