Lose 20 pounds

I’m pretty much not gonna make my goal. I didn’t realize it but August 1st is in 11 days..and i just figured that out when I logged on here! I have lost about 3 more pounds. I’m right at 179. Still could be way better though. I’m really excited cuz the last time I went shopping I could fit into a size 13 jeans! I wanna get down to about 6 or 8 or somewhere around there. But anyway..I’m just kinda ranting on. I’m not gonna make the goal…but I’m not giving up. I’ll keep trying anyway.

Of course there’s my favorite phrase on here, “I’ve been slacking.” Since my last entry, which was a month and 6 days ago I weighed 184. I was supposed to get a gym membership, I was supposed to start working out, I was supposed to be changing my diet. However..I haven’t done. I mean, I haven’t got my gym membership yet I guess because I’m too lazy to wake up early enough to go up there in the morning and I usually work 2 to close. But that’s no excuse. And I do work out some, just not enough because I don’t have a gym membership. I went to this new fitness studio we just got here in town. If I sign up with him he’ll be my personal trainer. I can get 12 sessions for $120. That’s really great! So I might do that and get a membership. I’m definitely getting a membership, eventually!
And as far as my eating habits. I don’t know what happened. One day at work I ordered some fries on my break, with a grilled chicken sandwich of course. Anyway, I got some ranch with my fries and I sprinkled pepper all over them. It was SOOO good. After that I was kinda addicted to fries with ranch and lots and lots of pepper. I was eating them like 5 days a week for the past 2 or 3 weeks. I know..it’s horrible.
But on the plus side, I did go back to the diet doctor and got some more diet pills. I’ve been eating better for about the past 4 or 5 days..no more fries with pepper and ranch :(. And since the last entry, somehow I have lost 3 pounds!! I mean, it’s better than nothing right. So for now I’m trying really hard. I don’t think we’re going to Florida, which kinda sucks, but I still want to look great. Cuz like I said before: If I look better I’ll feel better. And if I feel better I’ll be a happy person.

So, until next time….

So my first weight loss goal was to lose 15 pounds by June 1st 2008, and I’m happy to say I reached that goal in like the beginning of April or something. But after that goal I lost about 5 more then I started slacking. I gained about 3 or 4 pounds and I’ve kept it at that. I’m going to Florida the third week in July and I’d like to lose as much as I can, healthily though. Today is May 17 so we’ll probably be leaving around this time in 2 months. That gives me 10 pounds per month. But honestly I really don’t think I can do that much so I’m gonna strive for that but lose at least 15 by the time we leave for Florida. I really want to surprise people who haven’t seen me in a while when I start back to college in September. And plus I’ll probably be going to the other campus and there are lots of different people I’ve never met before. And if I look better I’ll feel better. And if I feel better I’ll be a happy person. And if I’m a happy person I’ll make more friends! lol..seriously, I’m making this my main goal.

As of today I weigh 184.
By August 1 I’d like to weigh 164.
Ooh I can’t weight..wish me luck!!!