Study more

A lot has happened since my last entry for this goal. I don’t know what exactly happened to me but I kinda stopped studying. I halfway did my homework. I started skipping classes and by mid semester I was realizing that I had really screwed up. So I was determined to catch up on the late papers and homework that they actually allowed me to make up. I also had to go back and learn the things that I had missed. It was so stressed from school, along with a few other personal things, and working a full time job..even if it was just fast food.
Then I had a breakdown. I had stayed up all night until about 3 in the morning working on homework, papers, etc. for 2 or 3 different classes that were due the next morning, the first class beginning at 8. I was super stressed. I started crying, like bawling my eyes out. I gave up, and I hate giving up. But I honestly don’t think I could do it. I decided to drop the whole semester and start over in the fall. I really didn’t want to but it’s what i had to do. I would have failed probably 3 out of 5 classes and it was all because of stupid mistakes that I made. If I could go back and change it..hell yea I would!
But yesterday I went and registered for the next semester. I have to be crazy focused this semester because it’s going to be so hard. Out of the five classes I registered for yesterday, I only know the math and English II. I know absolutely nothing about any of the other three classes which are Principles of Macroeconomics, Spanish I, and Intro. to Ethics. So I already know that I’m definitely going to be doing lots and lots and LOTS of really hard studying. And lots of praying!! But I can do, I’m determined this time.

I’m about to get off here in like 3 minutes when I finish typing this. I started my second semester today..actually I had a class yesterday but I didn’t go because I thought it was today..oops! But it seems like this semester is going to be crazy hard. So I have to study extremely hard and way more often. And I’m going to be on class on time!

Anyway, I’m going to study now..Yayy!! Abnormal Psych.!

Sometimes when I study I just get so bored and end up getting side tracked. But I know that I need to start studying more because I want to transfer to Memphis in 2 years and I know I won’t be able to do that if I don’t make the grades I need to. And to make those grades I need to study more. And also another problem is putting off my work. I say, Well I’m gonna do those questions before I go to class or I’m gonna write that report tomorrow and then I end up running out of time so my work isn’t as good as it should be.

I’m about to go study right now.. I have class at 8 in the morning.