be more easy-going

I know, actually, that I can mark this “done” now.
I don’t have that nervous perfectionist feel around me anymore. I often catch myself calming people down and trying to make them see that not everything is black and white, as opposed to being the one that needs calming down. I didn’t really work on this, but just having it on my list of goals reminded me constantly of how much I needed to let go.
I smile more, even though March and April were probably the toughest months ever for me.
Being on 43T helped me learn like nothing before that there are people struggling with really hard things daily and it gave me a totally new perspective. I preserve my energy differently now and always keep in mind you catch more flies with honey than with vinegar. I hope this will come in handy with all the troubles ahead!

in your life when you let it in (OK, and when you don’t suffer from depression any more).
When my bf and I get into a fight, he seems to every time want to do it all over again, even things we just resolved a few hours or days ago, and that ridiculous situation just makes me laugh…I don’t know why!
There’s nothing funny about sitting in a car with an extremely pissed driver who curses the day he met you, when it’s raining, it’s dark, the traffic is awful, and you’re going to work, but on that particular morning I just didn’t feel like fighting, quarreling, or staring through my window in silence-I just felt like laughing…and it felt so good!
There was that half-second when I paused to think if maybe I’m losing my mind, but even faced with that caption, I felt like shouting that life is too bloody short to be wasted like this, and I would have, if I knew just one word that could express it!

It’s time to relax with petty things and make room for motion and achievement! It’s time to laugh things off and choose the battles…
Life is only so long, no room for being stuck up and look for perfection in every single detail!