become a movie star

I worked for a company that does catering and I worked today on a movie that is shooting in Los Angeles. I’m back Monday through Thursday. I like it . It is working in the movies.

I just got a job in the film business. I’ve been working for a week. This is a big first step. Good. Looks like a good year.

I just got a job with a catering company. it provides food and well food for movie shoots. I start saturday. That is good. That is rerally good. I am really excited.

I’m still stuck aboaut this adn I’m sad. I really wanted my doctor to say to me ‘OK now you can be a movie star.’

I have not done anything about this. I was tinkilngl of taking an acting class. I haven’t enrolled yet.

I want to take an acting class. I figured it is the least I can do. I thinki will do this qafter the first of the year.

i htought I hadn’t done much but I did get an e-mail from Mandy.com. No job though.

I signed up for mandy.com. I hope I get a movei star part.

I signed up for mandy dot com. I still wnt to be a movie star.

I can go to brinas stand up comedy class. But how would tha help me. I guess I could. Althought I don’t know what that would do. I have lots of things to write. i wnt a guaranteed income in twenty four hous.
I men I’ve been doing stuff like this for oh ye hfourty yerss. aDN wher am I lost. I maen I’ve got to thing that first of all it can’t be this hard. An secondly I can’t keepdistracting msyelf. Whic is wht i ahvae done.

I did all tahis and quite successfully a lont time ago. Why struggle now. It was as if I went backward. This is really true. I men I insisted on loosiing groung.

maybie I’m just simplyacating struggling.