be a better person

Well, I haven’t really talked to many people lately… especially my friends, the ones I have left anyway… school really is killing me with finals coming up, but I really could stand to go out and have a little fun.

But, on a better note, I was at the grocery store looking for eggs, and this older lady was there, and she’d already looked through like 20 cartons to find one with no broken eggs, and of course, the first one I picked up was perfect…so I gave it to her. That was kind of nice I guess… if she hadn’t been there though, I probably would have looked through all of the ones that were broken. So she helped me out too, although she didn’t know it.

I’m not sure what this means to me… I like to have reasoning behind everything, but I’m not quite sure on this one.

I suppose I just want people to see me and think wow, she’s a great friend or I want to be like her. Perhaps that last one is shallow, but I think if someone wants to be like you, you’re doing something right, and that makes you a good person.

I just want to be a great person all around…. It makes me realize I need to change some things…. like: not be so judgemental (or don’t be so quick to judge if I am going to be judgemental), be a better friend (I missed my best friend’s wedding b/c I thought it was all a mistake and she was acting too fast, I just should have been there!).... there will be more to add here, I’m sure…

Things I think I already am: understanding, open-minded, polite, helpful….perhaps there will be more to add later….