prioritize my life

Ha, I was just thinking about this today… It seems I’ve lost track of the things I yearned to do. And most of them were big dreams I may have never reached…

But the boyfriend is certainly consuming much of my time. We rarely do anything of substance… except star gazing… but I’m so different than him… I’m more of an intellect. He’s just a boy. I wonder is there hope for us?

With school and the new boyfriend, I’m getting off track. Well its mostly because of the new boyfriend…. I need to find a job, get more sleep, have more me time, study more and better, spend time with my nephews and my friends and just have my own life!

I’m just not sure how to balance it all in the right way. Well, I’m really mostly not sure how to keep my mind focused on what’s important…