meet interesting people

Although I really, really want to do this, I can’t imagine myself actually gaining the motivation. I procrastinate too much, I can’t make small talk and I blush around boys. Seriously it’s pathetic. Another problem is the fact that of the new people I do meet, I never actually get to talk to them on a deeper level or they’re just plain stupid. I’ve never meet someone truly deeply interesting with original thoughts and plans who’ll just open up. I want to meet people who want to talk to me, cos I feel like a self obsessed dick when I’m always the one talking. I want to meet people I can be in awe of. Perhaps with a passion for music like I have, but with much greater knowledge. I want to learn from people who have been out in the world living their lives to the full. Hmm. I dunno where I could though. I’m still in fucking high school, with no life experience. So talk to me…