list life's happy moments

I’m at home after more than two months.
And it feels extremely good.

• Being super-dupper excited about the school and my new minor program that I’m having the first class tomorrow. (I’ll be taking “History of Art and Architecture”. Sounds like a lot of fun.)

• Finding the perfectest second hand clothing shop in Ankara – buying tones of pretty things for reeaaallly good prices. Actually I think I’m never ever gonna visit those big shopping centers again.

• I’ve got a hat that is more than 70 years old now. Gosh, I’m so retro :p

• I’m starting to my photography classes as well tomorrow. I visited the Photographer’s Association that I’m gonna take classes from. It looked really fine to me. Furthermore, it is in a nice area of the city that I like to walk in its streets ^^

Accidentally finding the Things I wanna do in 2009 list and figuring out that all the goals in that list is already completed even it is only September.

It kinda made me feel proud and confident of myself, and it does not happen to me very often.

Being at home, not checking my e-mail accounts and shutting down my mobile phone for a while.
Eating good food.
Just doing things that I want to do.
Being over with the wedding stress of my brother!

-Shoting real photography with my “new” old analog camera, with Black&White films. It’s a puuurre happiness.

I’ve always been a supporter of digital photography for practical reasons. But, I have to say that nothing tastes like taking photos in this way and pressing your very own photos in a dark room (I’m learning to use the dark room too.)

Since my very early ages,I knew that I had a thing for photography, but now I know that photography is my passion.

Being back at my hometown for semester holiday
and waking up at 2 PM.
Feeling beloved
Sleeping in my beautiful cosy room.
NOT being have to share a place with other people.
NOT waking up for someone else’s morning alarm.
Having a half litre of fresh orange juice.
Having NOTHING to do for coming two weeks :))

Being back in Eskişehir for our Ramadan Holiday though I didn’t miss it at all.
The rainy/gloomy Sunday.
Cold weather.
To have nothing to do.
Listening to this song again and again since I woke up.

Finding my very first crush (whom I was never able to get over) from facebook. [In the past we were together for like one week and it was the most unforgettable summer crush of my life, also the very first.]

Learning that he lives in Ankara.

Starting to date with him :D

^{I should write a letter to the 13 y/o Didem and tell her that she shouldn’t worry and should dry her eyes and just wait about 7 years :D}

Life is so dazzling.

• Receiving the cutest postcard from very beloved Emilia :)

^{What a sweeeet postcard is this! And oh the lovely pair of those doors!! This girl really knows what I like :) Thank you Emilia for putting that huge smile on my face today, you are sweeeeet <3}

• Tomorrow
  is the first page of the new chapter of my life.

I’m offically and literally moving to Ankara tomorrow!
I’m feeling really complicated things right now.
I’m excited and I’m scared.
I’m happy, cause I’ve waited for this moment for my entire life and dreamed of becoming a METU student, But I’m sad that I’m leaving my parents’ house (also my beloved room&bed + beloved city etc.) and going to a city of 3.5 millions!!

I’m also really afraid of being dissapointed about METU, cause I wanted to be there for so long. And the METU that I created in my mind can be way different from the real METU.

But well… Things will be ok. I’ll figure them out hopefully! Or at least it’s not time to worry,

It’s time to embrace the things that tomorrow will bring and also time to get out my aquarium and see the real ocean!

May all the powers of universe be with me!

^{P.S: Sorry for the bad quality of the photo, but this is the best I could right now since everything is packed :-/}

• I dyed my hair red! I always wanted to do it and I really like the result :)

• I had two friends from Spain visiting me in Eskişehir and it had been lods of fun! I forgot how much it’s a fun to host someone from another country, I should definitely do it more ^ _ ^

• I spoke some Spanish with them, I’m of course far away from being enough, but they told me that my pronunciation is good :)

• I’ve had a staying-over party a few days ago at a friends home, was fun.

• Spanish guys say that I should definitely visit them in Barcelona next summer :)

• September is coming! It had never been this close, The university!!! oh myyyy :))