enjoy the first quarter of 2008 by having one new and fulfilling experience in January, February, and March

I’m ticking this goal right now with a smile on my face while thinking about all those positive and wonderful things that happened in the first quarter of sweet 2008!

^{I hope I get an invite to the next one :)}

My next a few months are gonna be more stressful because of my coming university entrance examination! But I’m looking forward to experience them all so I’ll be keeping on growing&living&learning&hoping&dealing…etc.

^{Hope that everyone enjoyed these months as much as me and hope that everyone is excited for the coming months as much as me again:)}

I’ve done these very new and fulfilling things on March ==>

1-)Going To a Karaoke Party and Singing away: Did it last night! I think my friends didn’t enjoy it as much as I did but I think it was just awesome and I’m definitely gonna do it as soon as possible again :) I performed the song Kiss Me By Sixpence None The Richer. It’s a really sweet song that I think I can sing well. I like to play it on the guitar while singing but it was not possible for a Karaoke Party :D

^{I’m proud of myself that I was able to sing in front of all those people, it was a good challenge for my self confidence, well beers and vodka helped me to do it too, but I feel good anyway :)}

2-) Getting the Best exam score of the year made me surprised indeed, cause I’ve had spent my last day before exam at a friend of mine’s house and we didn’t study anything and slept only a few hours. Then I got one of the best results between more than 200 people :))

3-) Getting the first job offer of my Photography Career from a friend of mine… Her boyfriend’s birthday is getting closer and she asked me to be with them and take random photos like I was studying photo technics… Then she’s going to make an album and give it to him as a birthday present!

4-) Feeling better about myself and thinking that I’ve gone a long way about this and improving my self confidence&esteem

Enough said :)

There is not a blast in my life recently, but there’s a time for everything and nowadays it’s time to struggle to make up a good future in front of me… :)

-And well, I’ve started to study in a quite good order, which is totally new and superb! I’ve got a test tomorrow, and for the first time in my life I feel Ready and Prepared to a test :)

-Though I study, my intellectual activities are going quite good too:)

I’ve been watching really good world movies and some cult movies as well, the ones that are directed by foreign directors like Federico Fellini,Lukas Moodysson etc. And reading a lot of books and many many literature, travel, discovery, photography, decoration magazines which are gonna help a lot to enlarge my horizon! :)

Spending all my money for books, music CD’s, magazines, DVD’s and VCD’s nowadays and had been glad about it…

Right now I’m leaving here to meet with a loved friend of mine and have a coffee in a nice café,

Take care you all <:-)

I think in February, I’ve been such an angel :)

New and Fulfilling Thing #1: I’ve recently visited the Old Aged People’s Asylum to see how is the life on an other side of the world… This one was a little upsetting for me, when I left there, my eyes were burning… But I’m happy that I’ve spent an entire day of mine with these old people and made them happy by visiting and chatting with them… Old people are really like children in a different way, they are more unadulterated and innocent than us! But how can I say… They are in a home called “Rest Home” and they are kind of waiting for their demise…

But I’m so happy that I made them happy, I gave them some little presents and took their photographs… And they felt special, I saw it, and it’s an awesome feeling! Totally!

NAFT #2: I became a member of an Environment Society that’s aiming a better part of world around us, esspecially around our city… And they gave me some Tree Cards to sell my friends, for every tree card that I sell, a tree will be planted by this society, And I’ve already sold more than 20 cards, I’m so happy and proud to be making my city have 20 trees more :) Yayyyy :)

NAFT #3: I’ve been to a very nice classical music concert some while ago… I’m not a very big fan of this kind of music but it was a new and fulfilling experience for me and I had a good time which is enough itself.

NAFT #4: I’ve been studying on my photography, recently took a photorgaphy trip to a neighbourhood on my city which is famous for it’s old Ottoman houses and I believe that I made some nice photos there!

NAFT #5:I’ve been spending all my money on books and movies! I’ve watched more than 20 movies in 2008, read 7 books already and I’ve been discovering new worlds with different foreign movies and books…Getting closer to understand the world :) I’m improving my movie and book tastes too…

NAFT #6: And, though I do all these stuff, I study. I really do study. Smartly and effectively, About 4 hours a day… I have got a practise test of University Entrance examination test on 24th February… We’ll see if I’m doing the last thing well…

Feeling good about the things I’ve been doing, but still really worried about my exam stuff :z [Talking about the big exam that I’ll take on June] Goshhh… Only 3 months left :z

Yesterday night, I created my very first Vision Board to remember and visualize my dreams every time!

I’ve read a zillion times that to visualize the dreams are the best way to fulfill them!

And on my vision board there is a:

- 360... With big fonts… This is like the maximum score that I can do at my university entrance examination!

-A picture of Big Ben, from London... I’m planning to move to England in February or March 2009 and wish to make it work :)

-Picture of Taj Mahal, from India... I’ve got an uncertain travel plan to India for this summer and hope to make it happen too!

-A few pics of the locations that I want to visit…

-Pic of my dream university => It’s hopefully gonna happen in Augst 2008 and it’s the most important and desired one…

Most of these are long term goals, but keep your eyes on my entries 43T ppl, I will hopefully be coming with more fulfilling experiences next time:D

[P.S: Right now I’m listening to the radio and it started to play a relaxing song from Enya called Only If you want to with lyrics like:

there’s a shadow, you follow the
sun.
when there is love, then you look for
the one.
and for the promises, there is the sky.
and for the heavens are those who cam
fly.

if you really want to, you can hear me
say
only if you want to will you a way.
_if you really want to you can seize the
day._
only if you want to will you fly away.

da da da da, da da da da da.
da da da da, da da da da da,
da da da da.

OMG It must be a sign that was sent to me:D ]

Hey you all people!!!
Right now you are probably reading the entry of the happiest person of the universe !

Do you remember my 5 Major Wishes For 2008 ?
(If you don’t you can take a look at to my last entry that I wrote for this goal :D)

Yesterday, one of my Major Wish For 2008actually happened!

I have got that Digital + SLR + 12 megapixel + %100 professional big black camera with it’s Nikon lenses :D:D:D:D:D

Can you believe that?!
It’s only the 18th of the January and one of my 2008 wish just came true :D

Oh, I’m so so so thankful and lucky…

[Thanks, thanks and thanks to my dear daddy again :]

I’m also starting to a photography course very soon too!

So new, so fulfilling, so wonderfulll :D

Well, today I made my 5 major wishes about 2008:

-Being succeed at my university entrance examination that I will have in June and getting a 350/377.

-Getting into one of the top schools (Bosphorus University or Middle East Technical University, Maybe Bilkent or at least any good university in Ankara or Istanbul).

-Getting that scholarship and studying Psychology

-To get a professional camera and taking the photography course.

-To take a Northern Europe trip with E., or to go to India with my Yoga teacher and his team…At least going abroad!

NOW IT’S TIME TO MAKE IT WORK;)

Hello everyone!
Nice to see everyone with the new goal, and special thanks to John Lee for starting this goal and inviting me! If he didn’t do that, I was going to ask him to do :)

Well, I definitely believe that I made a quiet good beginnig to the 2008! And I was never excited like that for a coming year!

I know it, I feel it, 2008 is going to change my life!!!

Well let me check what I’ve done during last a few days:)

31th December: Was in Ankara… With my very very best friends! Had a marvellous time, and greeted the great 2008 all together:) Danced like I was never gonna be able to dance again, got drunk, then felt bad about it…And promised myself to not drink too much again. Well, at least for some time… To completely quit alcohol would be an unrealistic goal :S I’m not addicted, but just enjoying to drink with friends when there’s a good chat around… So with that I had the very first goal of 2008: Not drink alcohol for a while I really don’t want to waste my health also money with it like everyone else!

1st January: Woke up at 12.30 Pm after sleeping about 5-6 hours :S Felt sick. Almost didn’t eat anything. But learned my lesson! In the evening I went back to my city Eskisehir, from Ankara… I really enjoyed my bus trip and felt better. Listened the song Porcelain by Moby for almost all the trip and it was soo peaceful !

2nd January: I felt like a crap in the morning! Cause I had been sleeping until 12 PM in the holiday, it was hard to wake up early… Slept in the History class!!! Then got back to home, slept about 3 hours, then I had a wonderful hot bath, I lift up candles, listened to the Lounge&Relaxion Music and treated my body like a temple, it was soo great:)

3rd January: When I woke up, the sickness was completely gone, I felt so energetic and wonderful + IT WAS SNOWING :)
I left home earlier than the normal, walked in the snow with a smile on my face and took some photos… Here you can see a few of them :)

This morning, I felt happy, hopeful and joyful…
And I considered about the reason why I’m loving the snow and winter that much… Then I figured out I also love the fall, spring and summer as much as I love winter…

Maybe I just love the life…

And 2008, you are very welcome <3

P.S: Then I also figured out the reason of my snow love. It’s so white, so clear and covers all the dirts, all the ugliness’ and it makes everything look in a different way… Even the simplest things!