that I absolutely LOVE my life. I believe I am right where I am supposed to be and I think that I am surrounded by people I love who love me right back. I have a wonderful life. Its not always an easy life but I am lucky to have the people I do in my life. I have a wonderful daughter, wonderful boyfriend, great family and a bunch of really great friends! I am super happy!
The only reason I say I “come to the realization” is after listening to my neighbor here complain about all the problems with her husband and marriage, I’m thrilled to death that I finally have found what I was looking for and I am not going through what she is going through. I try to give her advice but she isn’t ready to follow it yet. I think she likes drama and stress. I do not. I am so happy to say that my life is generally calm and happy!
Feb 24, 2012, 02:10PM PST | 6 cheers | 0 comments
I’ve always been fairly happy and upbeat. Sure there are crappy days that make me want to scream or cry but the majority of my days are ok b/c I can look on the positive side of things. About 5-1/2 years ago when I was married, we started having problems and while I didn’t know what was wrong or what was going on, I come to find out later he was cheating on me. Anyways, I ended up in a depression and on meds. They called it “situational”. I lost a lot of weight, I was down under 100 pounds, I cried all the time, slept all the time, it was just a terrible terrible time. Once I left him, I met someone else and I went off the meds (yes, on my own, which I know I shouldn’t have done, but I did) anyways, I just never want to rely on someone else for my happiness. So, that is what this goal is about. Finding happiness from within.
Mar 22, 2011, 06:30PM PDT | 4 cheers | 4 comments
