MOJO. What is it?
I don’t think it’s tangible but I do know it’s visible and realising that this has been ever-present on my list since I joined 43T almost 7yrs ago, and I’ve never written an entry about it – I got to thinking, and itching!
Recollection takes me back to my early 20’s when my Mojo ruled the day in certain circles and circumstances, until I hit 25yrs. Something went askew and I wondered and wandered adrift until I hit 29/30yrs and it returned, with a whole new take on the world.
I glowed and floated on high through a period of enlightenment for just over 2yrs. Nothing phased me. The world was beautiful and my perspective of others was that they were where they were meant to be, as was I. Meditation played a huge part in my daily life, morning and night. Friends and family thought I’d ‘missed the boat’ and was a little too enthusiastic about spiritually, unconditional love and world peace. they were right!
At 32yrs, it all came crashing down and until April 2011 (at the tender age of 48), JW’s MOJO only occasionally bobbed about, poked her head out of the box, waved an elusive flag then quickly retrieved.
From Apr 2011 til Jan 2012 I GOT MY MOJO BACK!
Since January this year, I LOST IT! – again.
There’s a pattern. There’s a lot of things rearing their ugly heads that I need to work through and I find that being in a relationship puts a big spin on how I cope and deal with things. Frustrating to say the least, especially when I know that MOJO is out there, waiting patiently. Watching, probably having a good giggle at my expense after it’s 7year itch sitting here as one of my goals.
To be continued….Please watch out for my Mojo!
