Feel Gorgeous!

I’m finally enjoying the way I look. I’ve lost a little bit of weight (without really trying which is great) and my curves are curving and swurving in all the right places, which makes me feel much more feminine. It helps too, that I’ve met a wonderful man who tells me I’m gorgeous all the time! :-)

Ok, so I’m not a size 8 or 10 – and I haven’t got lovely long blonde hair. I’m short (5ft 3) with short hair, have a bit of a tum, bum & curves, but I’m not what I’d call fat! I do (so I’ve been told) have a fabulous smile, a great personality, am witty, friendly, intelligent,creative and thoughtful. So, why the hell do I feel so ugly, unattractive and boring – all the time????

Well I’m not doing so well with this goal.
It’s hard to feel gorgeous when you don’t.
Thought getting a haircut would add to some form of gorgeousness but it’s only made it worse. I’m thinking the hairdresser was deaf? I told her I’ve been growing my hair for a year & just want to give it some shape etc..so she cut it all off & now I’m half bald at the back – she completely chopped every inch of length. Not quite what I’d envisioned. Devastating actually. She just said, “it’ll grow”. Alright for her with her long tresses of black beauty.
Needless to say I’m still feeling NOT gorgeous and yes, I know it needs to come from within and all that but….that’s not the point – is it?

The want and even the visual is there but it’s the ‘WILL’ that escapes me too regularly to achieve this goal – giving up the foods I love, exercising – I’m ok once I get to the gym but it’s the ‘getting there’ that just doesn’t happen??? I am trying to tackle these things – any suggestions will be welcomed.