stop crying

I’m no where near to this … in fact, if you pay attention I think I have done a complete 180 from last year and I am starting over ..

I’m over emotional and I hate it .. I feel them too much .. and cry too quickly over the loss of things. He still haunts me .. I’m sick of crying until I can no longer cry … and I’m sick of feeling things until I am numb …

I don’t even know where to begin.

This is such an emotional drain on me. I cry for hours .. then I just have no ambition to do anything else. I wish it wasn’t so bad. I know it’s him, he haunts me … even though he doesn’t give a second thought. I just want to stop with the pain of it all.