truly forgive the people that have hurt me

I saw my MoM yesterday & today!

We went shopping & had lunch together!
She bought me a book!

sent me a Valentine’s Day card this year for Valentine’s Day!

I thought that it was really sweet!
She does not usually send me a card.

And she took me out to lunch on Sunday, it was her treat!
We had a great lunch together!

I hope this is a sign of a better relationship!

My MoM took me to lunch & it was her treat!

That was really nice of her!
And she took me to one of my favorite places to eat!

One person in my life truly sucks right now.

They are almost guaranteed to let me down.
No matter how many chances I give them.

I am so trying to make the best of a bad situation!

I am working on improving me!
I will express myself!
I will stand up for myself!
For me!

& upset with someone who claims to love me.

Last night they said something offensive to me.
I pretty much said that was rude.
They walked away as if nothing had happened.
Which made me angry & more upset about the situation.

I didn’t want to fight about it.
I didn’t get an apology.
But I did let it be known that I didn’t want to be treated that way.

Needless to say I went to sleep with my feelings hurt.
And feeling confused about the whole thing.

with my Mom right now.

She’s family.
I love her.
But she is very hard to deal with.

I know this is vague.
Maybe I will go into more details later, but this is all I have for now.

with my Dad on the phone today!

We had a nice conversation.
We talked for about a half hour, which is a long time for us.

He asked how I was doing.
Told me he loved me!
That was really nice to hear!

Hopefully I will see him sometime this week!

Lunch with my Mom today her treat!
That was nice!

Conversation was a little bit awkward.
But no arguing or conflict!

We spent quite a bit of time together!
And the day ended on a good note!

I hope this happens more often!
Fingers crossed.

I had a great time with my Mom today!

Yay to no conflict or arguments!

She even invited me to lunch tomorrow, her treat!
That’s awfully kind of her!

I really like it when we actually get along!

who has hurt me in the past.

Has been making amends with me lately!

Being kind!
Being thoughtful!
Calling me!
Doing things with me that I enjoy!

I just hope that it lasts!