have clear skin

My skin has been pretty good. I don’t want to jinx it. I don’t know if I can ever put this goal as complete… I mean, what if I end up jinxing myself? 0.o

I’ve been trying to make any change necessary to make this change hopefully permanent. However.. at this point I’m afraid that my face will be permanently scarred from the damage over the years. ;_;

Worst goal ever.
Srsly. Way too time consuming and it’s the one thing that I can put effort into that will never improve. & it’s sheer torture. Literally. I’ve tried like- every product. & I get really tired after awhile of the burning and stinging sensation and having my skin turn bright sunburn red from using the products. So annoying. I have a new product to try. We’ll see if it works. Joy..