stop worrying so much

Money seems to be a big thing for me. Now that I know I’m in a bit of trouble with getting some to pay the rest of my tuition, I’ve been weak all day. I cried and sought help though. Well, the seeking help part was what calmed me down. Heh.

So contacts have been informed. We’ll see what happens. And I’ll just try NOT to worry. I’m not crying so that’s a good sign.

I worry far too much, about little things, about things that probably won’t happen. My mind likes to fabricate pretty wild ideas, but things are NEVER as bad! So many days and nights of my heart pounding as if I were running 100 miles…ugh. It really makes everything around me seem…BIGGER. So…I have to learn to really chill.