It was going to be a surprise. However, I am broke. We got into a fight and I have been uninvited.
I had started looking into plane tickets and travel plans etc. for the past couple of months, but now it looks like that plan has been foiled. I just want to spend some time with him. You know, face to face. I understand why he thinks it isn’t a good idea for me to come out, but at the same time, if he doesn’t want me to come out, then what are we doing? i know we haven’t been getting along, but i love him. i just want to be with him.
