finish my fairytale

I’ve actually tried very hard to avoid this site. Not because I don’t think the peeps on this site aren’t great – it’s just that, I’ve been trying to put behind me some crappy points in my life.

Since my last entry, I’ve actually found a very lovely boyfriend who treats me wonderfully. I’m jaded and not looking too far in the future, but enjoying each day as they come.

Yesterday, my ex-h got married and it put me back in a crappy frame of mind. Not because I want to be w/ the ex, or that I don’t like his new Mrs., but because of all the other girly, non-logical stuff that flies around in a divorced girl’s head. ^{No- I don’t want him back, but NO – I don’t want anyone else to think he’s worthy since he never saw the value in me.}

Like I said, totally illogical!

Typing it out, is helpful, and I actually do feel a bit better setting it aside here.

Will try to come back more and post some happy thoughts :o)

what’s also sad in tandem, is my beloved Sister Goldenhair Surprise who inspired my goal, is MIA.

I feel like crying like a bad snoopy cartoon… (okay, that made me giggle)...

My fairytale is definitly not finished, but thankfully, by the grace of God, my beloved cherubs and I will be wonderfully okay.

I feel like I’m on the right track (finally) and look forward to placing the bricks along path.

It’s good to know that I’m in such good company ;o)