her.

It was a freeing journey to lay to rest hopes of a returned relationship. To finally see clearly the friendship so strong between us. To give thanks that the path of friendship has stayed intact during the previous years. And to look forward to a day when we will meet again. Sept 2008 is the last time we have seen each other. So, here’s to you friend of mine. I love you and I thank you. You are a great friend and confident. I miss you and I can’t wait to see you again! Enjoy the adventure of life. Un abrazo fuerte

GOODBY MY LOVER: JAMES BLUNT

“I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can’t break my spirit – it’s my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I’ve seen you cry, I’ve seen you smile.
I’ve watched you sleeping for a while.
I’d be the father of your child.
I’d spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We’ve had our doubts but now we’re fine,
And I love you, I swear that’s true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me”.

“When love beckons to you, follow him,
Though his ways are hard and steep.
And when his wings enfold you yield to him,
Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.
And when he speaks to you believe in him,
Though his voice may shatter your dreams
as the north wind lays waste the garden”.
KHALIL GIBRAN

I took a year off from relationships… so far things have been good.
At some point I will step back into relationships, and though I love HER I must be open to the fact that more than likely someone else is coming my way.
I will ALWAYS love HER, and HER is ALWAYS my best friend. But at some point hopes of a relationship must close. I think I have finally reached that point.
I am thankful for these posts, they have really helped me move from the dream of a relationship with HER into the reality of friendship only.

So HER knows all about them and they know all about HER, but this blasted continent that seperates us… Hopefully soon HER will travel to Oklahoma, and I can introduce HER to my family, my friends, and my life :)

We are not together now, and the reality is HER could at any moment move on to anyone else. I love HER, and it would be great if we could be together, but I am always thankful for the year we shared. I know even if we are never a couple again, HER and I will ALWAYS be best friends.

1. You are special because I want to be a better person since meeting you. I want to be better to you, better to myself, and better to everyone I meet.

2. Since meeting you I know the world doesn’t revolv around me. I care more about you than I care about myself.

3. I have NEVER had and WILL NEVER have anything bad to say about you- you are a good person whom I have deep respect for.

We did this once with HER family. It was fun, and I long for the simple times of sitting, and sharing. There is something about being in front of the campfire where time becomes nothing and I long for infinite time with HER.

Some people make you better. HER made me better, and continues to still. I was selfish, and childish, but I learned SO much with HER. Change is gradual and daily. Her makes me strive to be a better version of myself.

I would love to just hold HER again. Nothing sexual, just hold her thru the night. When we were overseas it was cold and only I had a sleeping bag. I miss those days of sharing a sleeping bag with HER.

She’s my best friend. And for a season she was my love. It has been since Sept 02, 2008 that we were in the presence of each other. Though we email almost daily, and thanks to skype I still hear her voice, but the continent divide, is no longer fun. I miss my best friend. I will come to you, so you always know- You are my world.