everyones parents say they are proud of them…its what they have to do as a parent. but everytime they say this to me, the only thoughts that come into my head are those of her telling me how much she hates me…thoughts of walking across town, and going from friends house to friends house trying to find a place to stay when i was kicked out at the age of 15. I remember her looking me in the eyes at the age of 16, telling me she didnt love me…and spitting in my face. You know, ive fucked up alot in my life…but i dont honestly think any child deserves that. I would give anything for my parents to honestly be proud of me. unfortunatley, I think the time for that has long gone. Im in my senior year of highschool now and debating dropping out. I think im going to go get my GED and be done with it.
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