live alone

It’s bizarre because as much as I love my own apartment by myself, I think I would be really anxious without being able to hear the people upstairs walking around on my ceiling. I like hearing them to know someone else is here and to hear the signs of life. So in summary, I don’t really want to live alone alone, but it is kinda fun in a greedy kinda way to have your own place and have everything exactly where you left it =)

faxed in the lease last night for my first apartment ever by myself. I am bringing the dog, though.

This is really hard, i’m lonely and spending time at friend’s apartments and teetering on trying to find a roommate, forgetting that the idea was for me to live by myself and be comfortable living by myself. Argh!