I just recently turned 19 years old. and I’m atleast 300+ pounds and I hate my fat. I hate myself. but not enough to actually harm myself.
I never had a boyfriend nor a guy to even like me, but I don’t blame any of them I’m a disgusting girl. I spent my whole teenage years inside of my house longing for being accepted and wanting to have what other teenagers have. a boyfriend! I’m really getting sick of being lonely and I don’t love it at all. I wish I could just get skinny and be somebody for once . I find I’m nobody & nobody wants me, I had to live with that ages of 12-now. I’m sick of looking at myself this fat every morning thinking I would actually be somebody someday and I am but not the person I want to be, to be scared of the mirror and hates going to local events because of the load I’m carrying. I tried everything to lose this fat and nothing has really worked. I exercised and I walk everyday and still no sudden change whatsoever. I just wanna be wanted
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I just recently turned 19 years old. and I’m atleast 300+ pounds and I hate my fat. I hate myself. but not enough to actually harm myself.
I never had a boyfriend nor a guy to even like me, but I don’t blame any of them I’m a disgusting girl. I spent my whole teenage years inside of my house longing for being accepted and wanting to have what other teenagers have. a boyfriend! I’m really getting sick of being lonely and I don’t love it at all. I wish I could just get skinny and be somebody for once . I find I’m nobody & nobody wants me, I had to live with that ages of 12-now. I’m sick of looking at myself this fat every morning thinking I would actually be somebody someday and I am but not the person I want to be, to be scared of the mirror and hates going to local events because of the load I’m carrying. I tried everything to lose this fat and nothing has really worked. I exercised and I walk everyday and still no sudden change whatsoever. I just wanna be wanted
