get (at least) 43insomniacs together to celebrate sleeplessness and the creative urge that can strike night owls

4:45am.

I seriously hate this. Hopefully when I wake up it’ll be pouring rain, at least then I won’t feel TOO guilty about wanting to sleep.

Oh, not that I’m going to sleep now though.

Back again- I would probably have a billion entries but I usually don’t have access to a computer whenever I’m up. Now I do, thanks to my Grandmother’s guest bedroom. Great. A computer, Nick at Nite, a telephone, and a very sweet affectionate cat. All of which I am “doing” right now.

HAhaHA. Typing, watching, talking, and petting. The cat of course.

I’m sure when some people read the above there were a few snickers… oh, you poor dear!

Accchhh. It’s only 3:20am now though. I start to get worried when it gets to be around 5am. THEN I know I’m in trouble.

going to be another 5am night. I can’t do it anymore. Especially since I’m visiting my grandmother now! It’s already 3:45am, I’m on the computer, and have Nick at Nite on in the backround. I need to turn all this SH*T off already!

Since I had a Juliana Night last night I was up very late, which is nothing new but Juliana Nights usually involve lots of wine. SO. I’ve been so tired all day today, just haven’t really felt like myself. The plan is to crash early and wake up early—

and I am wide awake.
I hate this.

I can’t sleep, ever.

I do not go to sleep until 5am!!!! Even if I am beyond exhausted. It just doesn’t happen. It’s getting worse too. I’m getting maybe 4 hours of sleep every night. I keep setting my alarm for early in the morning, forcing myself up thinking that way I’ll be so tired I’ll go to sleep that night at a reasonable hour…. It never happens!

AGGHHH!!!!

I’ve tried excercise, Sleepytime tea, Just Sleep pills, Ambien. None of it helps! I have eye masks, ear plugs, everything needed for a night of heavenly sleep. I forget what heavenly sleep is like!