Disclose random things about myself

I’ve been feeding my boyfriend’s 2 beautiful dogs lately and I have to admit…. dog food smells pretty damn good. I would eat it in an emergency. Lol…

NY Times

The Economist

Are Men Really Necessary

Bitch by Elizabeth Wurtzel…. a book that I’ve read at least 6 times, a book that I never get tired of, a book of mine that is literally falling apart, a book that has been underlined and highlighted countless times.

A quote for your reading pleasure:

“She may in fact be as nice as can be, but as soon as she says ‘catch me if you can I’m so free this is my life and the rest can fuck off and die’- as soon as she lays down the option of my way or the highway, it’s amazing how quickly everyone finds her difficult, crazy, a nightmare: a bitch.”

I woke up late

Went to play tennis

Laid outside in the sun

Ate a tuna melt and made cookies

Have been spending the past hour texting dirty messages to my ‘special friend’ with breaks in between to talk to him on the phone telling him dirty things

Dirty thoughts! I must overcome them… or make them happen!

juliana—
perma-orgasm

‘How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?’ at QuizUniverse.com

Straws are one of my favorite things in the world. I drink almost everything out of a straw. And I only use the big girl straws never those teeny ones that you can’t get anything out of.

I am the 5th Juliana in my family. My mom, grandmother, great grandmother, etc. are all Julianas also.

How cool is that? The women obviously wear the pants in my family.

Maybe 1 day there will be a 6th Juliana?

I love Roxy Music

living out of suitcases

not being responsible

being too generous, treating everyone else when I need to be saving my $$$$

not being able to keep in better touch with people

nobody ever asks about how I am, how my travels were (speaking about my best friends only)

that my parent worry so much about me

that my cat Theo is getting more sickly and I can’t be around to take care of him

that my dad is a workaholic

that my mom has become a hippy recluse and is probably addicted to excercise

my fingernail is BLACK and I think it’s going to fall off- I slammed it in 1 of those old fashioned gate elevators

I cannot sleep until after 5am and I wake up frequently

that I can’t make everyone happy

that I forgot to pick up 1 of my favorite purses from a repair shop in DC and I lost the damn ticket for it and Of Course they have no record

that I push away the people who care the most about me, and I’m a coward about re-contacting them because I have no excuse for pushing them away

1 of the main reasons I went to DC was to get another passport and I forgot to bring my birth certificate, etc.

I push away all the boys. Except the gay ones of course.

There’s a lot more but waaay too personal to share online. Those are just the little things.

OK-—- I’m usually a very happy, optimistic person but the past 2 months I’ve been doing a lot of traveling and living in hotels out of suitcases and it’s gotten me down. I just need to take baby steps in getting my life organized. I hate telling people that I’m depressed or I need help, but I caved in recently and called my best friend Brandon bawling. That didn’t go over too well- he listened and said, “Oh that’s too bad, anyways, my boyfriend gave me a ring! Hurray!” Not exactly the support I needed so then I called my parents which I think was a mistake, because I hate it when they worry about me. I don’t know what’s the matter with me!!!!! So, I came back to NC Sun. evening just to chill out and regroup.

I’m sure this will all pass soon… and before you know it I’ll be writing a list of things I’m grateful for, and believe me, there are A LOT!!!!

I just wanted to vent.

1. It makes me happy that my goal that is most cheered is “legalize same sex marriage”. Now if only we’d take action! Damnit people- just think how FUN all those gay marriages would be!