lose weight until I reach my goal weight and look as sexy as I know I am

We are starting a group weigh in thing at my house this morning. There are going to be 4 of us weighing in together each week. I need someone to hold me accountable… hopefully doing this will help!

OK – nothing like a nasty flu bug to get you over a little hump. I weighed in this morning at 169.6. Now… if I can just keep on this no appetite, hardly eating thing I’m good to go. Of course, the puking my guts out probably helped a lot, but that’s not something I wish to continue with, no matter how much weight I lose :)

I am tired of being this size. I am tired of this extra weight I’m carrying around. I was so excited because I ordered some clothes… in the size that I currently am, which is two sizes bigger than my pre-Ella weight. Well, the clothes came and I am so not impressed. The styles are just what I wanted, but the shirts just don’t fit right plus they seem to be paper thin, which is apparently the style these days… damn breastfeeding boobs! The jeans I ordered…cute on someone else, but not on these birthing hips.

I am tired of eating right, excercising and being up 2 POUNDS this week. ARGH!!!

Just had to vent….

I found two pictures while I was doing some organizing today. They are both from around a year ago. One’s from August 2006 and one is from September 2006. I am going to print these off and put them somewhere (like on my pantry door and fridge door). I didn’t think I was that skinny then, and I wasn’t skinny by some peoples defenition, but those pictures are what I’d be more than satisfied to look like now. I am bound and determined to get my butt smaller, my waist more defined, my arms not jiggly, my face thin and my boobs smaller! I was barely pregnant with Ella in these pictures. So… 12 pounds to my first goal. 22 pounds to my final goal (which I believe is what I weighed in these pictures).

I’d better weigh in this morning before all of these lovely live and virtual treats hit my mouth.

How are the rest of you doing on this?

I’m not excited about getting on the scale this morning! I had a baaaddddd weekend!

Well, I’m disappointed but not surprised… I stayed the same this week. Not an ounce up or down…

I’m ready this week to really take into account what I put into my body. I’m going to count points, versus calories as it’s just easier for me to do it that way.

How is everyone else doing?

I do know this… I only have one pair of jeans that fit. I refuse to buy new jeans in this size. The baby is only 4 months, so having 10 pounds left to lose isn’t awful, but I still know that I need to get ahold of this so I don’t have to buy more clothes!!