make 2008 MY year of victory !

This is it.

I’m getting old.
Stiff.
Tired.
Fat.
Scared.

This is ridiculous. I see people who quite frankly I wonder sometimes how they even got out of grammar school making great lives for themselves – and I realize – what about me? I don’t begrudge them – I want to emulate them.

I’m facing the great existential crisis – I want to come out the other side as a winner, not a victim.

A marathon?
A new job?
A lover? A life of studied celibacy?

Who knows – I just know I want it.