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Well, I am in pain. My boyfriend just left me for another girl after 4 years we spent together. We were about to get married. I cried and still cry everyday but people around me is taking a really good care of me. Especially my mom and my best friend. I havent told many people about my situation yet because I feel embarrassed by telling others that I am no longer getting married with him because he cheated on me and choose the other girl over me who he just met a few weeks ago. I havent even told my dad about this yet. I dont want to see him dissapointed because when my ex asked him a permisson to marry me he was so happy and he even cried and told my ex that he is the only guy who he can fully trust. So right now, I am here left all alone and trying to figure out what I want to do in the future. I quited my job to move to where my ex lives so I’ve got nothing to do at the moment.
The only thing I know for sure is my mom is definetely feeling better by helping me ease my pain. So I thought this might work for me too? There are people who are in pain and hurt like me or more than me so if I help them I thought I can help myself too. I want to try that for others and myself.