Be the kind, loving person I am, in every situation I encounter

This goal is getting so frustrating, I want to be able to complete it, but the thing is that I’m feircely protective of the ones I love and incredibly defensive-I look after my own. And this often constitutes a problem when the ones I love don’t get along with others that I do :S

Past week and a bit was very very challenging, it turns out I don’t handle stressful situations that well at all. Actually, I could have handled everything a lot better, it was hard and I acted like an absolute coward. Plus, the way I was acting didn’t feel like me at all. Which probably explains why I spent at least four of the days crying tears of frustration. But yeah, am going to sort out the things that went wrong and continue working on this goal.

I’ve moved out of home, actually probably since I moved from my hometown to somewhere I hated, I haven’t really felt like myself. Living with others who aren’t your close family or your significant other is proving to be incredibly difficult, with many petty issues and things that are just plain annoying. I just feel as this lifestyle is turning me into this person who I do not want to be, that I am drifting further and further away from me. Someone who looks out for others, is kind, loving.. It’s easy to forgot who you are if you don’t get a chance to practice what makes you you.