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...to shortyriz latest comment! Life in general gets me sooo distracted! “Life” as in “stuff” that just kills time, keeps the calendar moving, ya know what I mean? Right now I’m not focusing on feeling good about myself as much as I should. Whats the point in obtaining goal after goal if inner happiness is not there to truely enjoy it?! I just don’t want my life to be one big checklist…

Love and Peace to you ALL!

hey LB, thanks for touching base!

Right now trying to battle academic demons and keeping faith for true pure everlasting love (in the human flesh).

I’m focusing on living my life on purpose and really would like to get back to my more organized self….anxiety is kicking in…time for a change

xoxo & blessings to you All!!

Hi everyone!
So my progress this year is abit stalling.
The ending of 2008 was sooo promising and hopeful, there was a fluffy airy-ness of optimism in the air. Then January hit and everything turn into a complete and utter chaos. Or so it seems.

My intentions this year was to be in a loving, stable relationship, get into nursing clinicals, purchase my first car…and uh I think those were the main ones. So, manifestation took its course and late Dec./early Jan. I started talking to this nice guy. Mid Jan. came and he had be hospitalized (this selfish, callous person emerges out of me), my coworker/(I thought she considered me a friend), gave me used things as a secret santa gift, which completely disgusted me and overall was disappointed in her.

I dunno, as I rant about what these past months is like, I know I do have ALOT to be thankful for! I am thankful that even though ‘he’ got in an accident, he is doing alright, I’m thankful the weeding out of people in my life, ofcourse my family and my God given resilience.

I’m sick like a dog, due to stress and this weather in PA (which I’ll never get use to, being born and raised in the Caribbean). I feel like this is all one big test. Am I being picked on, and pruned to reveal a deeper beauty? It helps looking at life that way when trials come along. Its just sooo tempting to give up…but I’m a fighter, always have been. And besides, I’m curious to see what this particular road will lead to.

Maaany blessing to you all!
w/love <3

Awesome idea about the list purge.

Nice way to bring in the new year, with a clear and updated vision of personal goals. I’ve been a member of 43things a while now and haven’t taken the time to really revamp my list. Hopefully doing so would give me the extra umph of encouragement to actually tackle to relative goals.

I hope everyone is having a blessed Holiday!
xox Nikeisha

So I haven’t been on here in a loong while it seems.

shortstack! it’s so inspiring and encouraging to read your posts.
I do hope you have an productive holiday break! Its beautiful that you have such an awesome companionship.

I’m laying down on my laptop just typing away on this site…KNOWING I have work to do. A History film review project and a Math test to study for over the holiday break…ahhh! I just ‘feel’ so lazy.

Yesterday was an awesome day though, I just woke up in a great mood. I think it had something to do with me cleaning the bathroom..just the feeling of getting things accomplished is amazing. It just actually starting to do it is the hard part. ;op

Anyhoo! I wish everyone a wonderful Thanksgiving! God bless.

Its about 11:43AM now, so Ima 2n attempt to get some work done before I fall really sleepy.

The whole idea of “finding yourself” while being single is somewhat is a delusional state of thinking. How can you find yourself when you don’t know who or what you’re looking for. Its more of a process of creating yourself…and I can honestly say I don’t particular feel comfortable being the person that I’m becoming…dettached, lustful, empty. I’m being molded into someone…something…I loathe.

I know this guy is not serious. He has told me he does not want a relationship because he has been burnt 3x in long-term relationships. I don’t buy that because I know if the woman of his dreams stood right outside his door he would let her in without even waiting for a knock. But I won’t take this personally. For the man in my life will be greater than him..in mind and spirit. But I fear if I spend more time with him, I’m going to get my head messed with. I told him basically I can’t be friends with benifits anymore..but we can still be friends…but how?? How or can I hang out with him without …..Um, I was thinking about going by his apartment for the weekend…but I don’t think its a good idea… but I know I will. I’m going to go.. set myself up for disappointment, be angry at God for making me so needy,pray for forgivness, and start life all over again….alone..until some other empty sould finds me or I find him and it starts all over again…(where are you my husband?) I don’t know how much longer I can do this.

Thanks you guys for reading. Much love and continuous blessings for you all. xoxox

Going to bed…set my alarm for 5AM to review for my MicroBio practical in just 1 day…lost focused tonight…AGAIN..

....on some online dating site…yes! I know right?! Awesome people though on the site’s forum though.

Anyways, I need to get an (A) on this….I see me getting into clinicals this Fall! Yah! (yea thats me trying to amped myself…hey, I have to think positive!)

Your good vibes will help…I know it! I mean my friends and classmates are supporting too, but its like we are all in the same boat, nudging each other for room to get out!! that kinda thing…lol…oooh boy, I’m rambling…its 12:18AM, I’m going to bed!

much LOVE and many blessings!

Its been awhile since my last entry…but its sooo awesome to read you guys good vibes!

Wishing you all passion, motivation, energy and love in everything you all do!

Hmm, being born and raised in the Bahamas, I can’t really think of an ‘easy/healthy’ dish (but lots of amazingly good ones _) though, since my eating habits has changed somewhat over the past few years, I’d say:

-1 boil sweet potato (wash the potato, preferably keep the skin intact, wrap with foil, and let it boil in a pot of hot water for about 30-45 mins, make sure check it by piercing it with a fork or knife to check to see if its soft/cooked)

-lightly fried salmon/ or steamed can salmon

-spinach salad with sliced tomatoes, onions, celery and carrots (with a little extra virgin olive oil and lemon for dressing)

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I’m in the process of creating daily menus for myself so I can plan out what to eat, for my weekdays especially. Spending money in the cafe is getting ridiculous and I know I’m not getting the proper nutrients (soup and salad just isn’t adequate, and thats basically what I’ve been buying from the cafe). I do try to take a multivitamin daily (which I highly recommend for everyone) but ofcourse it is not a substitute, just supplementing. I have to research more of vegetarian meals. A plus for haven’t eaten red meat for several weeks/months, I am noticing more mental clarity but unfortunately I do get lethargic and moody from time to time.
Again, more research I need to do.

_smiles

Hi team!
Thank you for the invite.

The biggest obstacle with this goal is not knowing? or maybe not owning the vision I have of my best self.
I’m so afraid of this vision because I feel like I can only be truly happy is with sharing my love with a life companion (yea….I’m single).
24yr old single nursing student. I’m just so stressed with school…sometimes school work is my haven, most times I’m sooo numb by negative thoughts—-I can’t even escape to my work. I’m currently journaling, I usually always write but I feel like this part of my journey should be documentated. It’s helping.
The next step is to sit down and write out the envisionment of my best self—-the materializing begins…

I wish you all LOVE and BLESSINGS!