For the past many years of my life I have been spinning my wheels. I am constantly avoiding the things I need to do. It is not my belief that those who procrastinate are dumb or lazy, but rather creatively intelligent people who find ways to get out of everything. It’s been my desire to move on and take care of myself and not have to depend on the rest of the world, which I feel like I’m doing.
While I’d like to think that I’ve done everything I can or that everything is impossible, it’s an illusion. The truth is I haven’t done anything, if there’s a will then there’s a way, and the only thing I really haven’t done is tried. I’ve been full of myself, basically.
I’m following the advice of Zen Habits once again. Three MITs (Most Important Tasks) Of The Day to help me reach my goals.
I am done and tired of floppy decision making and the only one who can keep myself stuck and living in hell is myself. I’m not waiting to be saved, it’s my decision to make myself free. A decision is a decision, and if there’s no action then it is merely an idea or a fantasy and nothing else.