be more interesting

Being yourself is by far the most interesting you could ever do. I’ve done so much to force myself into some crowd I think I could be cool in, and have people want to be my friends. It doesn’t work like that apparently.

My approach? Don’t worry about the amount of friends I make, and just enjoy what I normally would enjoy.

When I tried to be interesting, I almost became one of those scenesters who say they’re “unique” like everyone else in their group. After hanging out with these kids for just a few hours, I felt sick with contradictions being thrown into my ears and stuffing my brains with they’re annoyance.

It’s really not a matter of becoming “interesting” it’s a matter of finding friends who enjoy being with you, and get to know you.

is being a spaz interesting? probably not.

well. I think at least one person thinks i’m an interesting person. probably because we both LOVE movies.

I think having one person think of me that way is very satisfying.

I took the liberty to search and find what the definition of interesting is

in·ter·est·ing-
adj.

Arousing or holding the attention; absorbing.

My sister told me that a definition is everything that it is not.

I don’t that doing the exact opposite is going to help me much though…

Lately I’ve been trying to do lots of things I normally dont do much… Like exercise. I dont spend my life on the computer as much. I now hang out with my friends as much as I can.

I wonder how I could capture everyones attention and have the attention on me for a long enough time, til I’m satisfied with the attention. I believe whenever I’m with my friend she grabs the most attention. But I honestly don’t want to be like her, because sometimes she’s a bit annoying, mostly around the friends I want to grab the interest from. Maybe she’s not being interesting, maybe she’s just forcing for attention, but unfortunately getting the bad kind… Sigh.