be respected

I’ve realized there are people who respect me, but they just keep it to themselves. I understand that, I’m not one to go up to someone and go, ” Hey…. I respect you.” and dramatically walk away. Some people I can’t make them respect me, and hopefully they will understand that they can’t force me to respect them either.

my friend, whom was very rude to me before had it coming. as I did, I warned him… I WARNED HIM… he didn’t listen. What I warned him about happened. he spent $200 on this girl, and guess what, she doesn’t want to be his girlfriend. HAH! I knew it! But instead of being low and rude. I was nice to him and gave him two peices, of what I call, “happy taffy” when he’s in a bad mood I give him some japanese candy. last year I gave him this thing called, Konpeito, that was happy candy, this year I give him Hi-chew… some really yummy taffy. That’s happy taffy. still a little disappointed, he said that the only reason he didn’t listen because he’s well… him. so I kinda want to ask him, ” Do you rather be your moronic self and lose more girl friends, or do you want to be a wise person, so you dont get your heart broken.” I should of said that… but he was sad. I’ll tell him tomorrow.

Today… Valentines… not my best day.

I was a bit worried about my friend though. He has a date for winter formal and he’s been really clingy with her, ditching me, and his friends for her, with out saying anything.

Today I was really worried cause He’s known to be really clingy, and when a girl dumps him… wooo~ he takes it like a girl. I was just warning him this, cause most of his ex’s told me he was too clingy.

the next thing he said to me was , ” How would you know, you never had a boyfriend.”

I deal with this kind of comment from him all the time. He treats me like a child, like I’m younger, that I have to sense of knowledge. I’m stupid, weak, childish, and careless to him. That’s what ticks me off. I swear I thought I was going to yell at him, but our friends were there, and I didn’t want to cause anything, mostly in the morning. I was pretty ticked the whole day. He always says that he knows more about relationships but I can proudly say to his face, ” At least I never been dumped by 10 different people” but sometimes I’m afraid that would be a little low to say something like that, or am I just worried about ruining our friendship?