I don’t know what has happened, but lately I am feeling less and less ugly. I am down to 180-185 pounds, size 14. I’m getting out of my apartment more, going out with friends to clubs and what not… getting all dressed up, hair done and make up… the whole works and last night I had a party and a camera was passed around and I saw the pictures today when I developed them and there were some of me and I looked at my pictures and thought to myself…. “wow, I actually look good there”. :-)
Kristina has written 2 entries about this goal
Why can’t I feel pretty? I just don’t understand why I have to hate the way I look so damn much and I don’t understand why no matter who tells me that I’m pretty, I just don’t buy it. I was 280, size 24 back in September of 2004 when I started my diet, I went on a diet to be more healthy and to help myself feel pretty. I’m now down to 200, size 16 and yet I still don’t feel pretty. Family, friends…. you can be anyone and I just don’t buy it whenever I am told.
I don’t think I’m pretty, I don’t feel pretty… I don’t get it. I just wish I could feel pretty….. I just wish I could look in the mirror and love what I see… I just wish…
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