be happy with who I am

I’m in the process of remolding myself, inside and out. Hopefully this will help some .. and others will like me more, too.

Ugh, I hate my personality. I’m weak, shy, I don’t make friends easily, I lose friends easily, I’m pretty much just someone everyone hangs out with to boost their own self-esteem by putting me down and/or supposedly “helping me out.” I keep telling myself, and others, that this isn’t me .. but I think we all know that’s just denial.

If I only had a clearer idea of what people wanted, then maybe I could fake it.