meet my soul mate

My Nikki whom I love dearly is my soulmate, and so much more. Everyday is a new discovery of feelings and affections we have for each other. When I imagine myself without her the world stops turning. People say you know when you meet that person, well I’d like to think Nikki and I knew all along and if we could know everything in that first moment I would have cleared this goal months ago, but thats life, time and love, and I have plenty of both :-).

Determination can drive you mad, and all the other blokes out there who have this as a goal understand completely what I mean. There are times when I hold this goal to light and it makes me feel like a beggar, that I would do anything for it. With that said, this guy is reducing the energy in this matter, because the energy just spoils inside. Do I think less focus will yield less results? Honestly no, I have asked, and thus its out there, and if asking in plentiful supply manifested results this comment would be an altogether different story indeed. So for now, focus on the present, what I have now, and let the universe do the dealing…though I hope she looks something like the image above Hey a man can dream can’t he?

It should read marry my soulmate, not meet, I could be standing in the deli of a grocery store, meet my soulmate and poof she vanishes. So even though it reads meet, marry is the ultimate goal. I am planning on using the law of attraction for this bad boy, if I say I want a girlfriend, that attracts many possible woman, but if I say I want my soulmate, then that should bring me one, or two ha ha, I could be Mormon.

I am looking for my twin flame. Which by laws of attraction will come to my presence. The twin flame was once united, so when they split it left one side a N of a magnet, and the other a S of a magnet, thats how there is a natural attraction. And I know that I chose to be incarnated because of love, for the journey, having lived a short past life, I feel like I have to make up for time. I am starting to notice that most people are not a match for me spiritually, so I am getting wiser.

Out of millions of people I believe there is just one for each person, no matter who you are. In the beginning each soulmate was one, then they were split into a positive and negative, and they are attracted to each other like a magnet’s N and S ends. I can’t love anyone, I can only love a certain person, and I trust that life will lead me to her.