be successful

I just am driven – I am happy when I am successfully pursuing a goal. I want to find my life’s work and pursue it. I want to be successful: in my estimation, in the estimation of my peers. Currently I feel like I am hiding.

it’s my dna. i want to be successful: have an enterprise, a skill, a talent that makes me a success and money! i feel like a ship in harbour waiting to float.

I live my life in a chaotic way (is that really true) or without a definite plan – bacause I don’t truly believe that I cna have the life I want. The people I admire – are glamourous and sophisticated, as well as grounded, good-humoured and good fun. They have goals, direction. I don’t associate with that. I feel not up to the mark yet. getting there though. want to be a together, not overwhelmed, focussed, believing in own potential, brilliant woman. Yeah I want that successful woman to be me.

I want to, in the proverbial, ‘have my sh** together’. To be sorted. To have it going on. Being successful (nurturing something; growing it. Something that people value and that I get great satisfaction out of delivering).
To have my life together: friends, family, personal life.
Going in the direction I want to be going in – consolidating success. Expanding my horizons further. Growing other things. Doing something special interesting beautiful.
Shelter and direction
What does it take for me to get there?
What does that mean for me?
1. To be financially responsible;
2. To decide what I want – and get it (home? family?)
3. To live w savoir vivre! To enjoy life, socialise, have a great network of friends

Yeah – I want to be successful. I don’t know at what yet, but the yearning is there. To make an impact and money! To create and build something. To be proud of what I do and inspired by it.
I have been thinking about some of the people I admire:
- Richard Branson
- Henry A
- Thilo!
- Ben Quintessentially
- Georgina Chapman
- Tamara Mellon

Others who take a chance and are extremely successful!
You see, I don’t think I care to work for anyone else. Hmmm. Oh dear.