learn to communicate more clearly

I had a major success as I HAD to interact face to face with potential donors. I got the ravest review from the big-wig leading the trip.

This will forever be a struggle of mine, but I think that I have at least jumped up one rung on this ladder.

I just had my review from last year… and this is something I am struggling with. It’s bizarre, because even though I am working in my second language, my issue isn’t the language, it’s my ability.
People have repeatedly told me that this is problem, from high school to last week. In some instances it has been incredilbly humiliating, in other instances people have been helpful and constructive.
...and it is sometimesthe most surprising person that isn’t helpful. I guess, that’s were forgivenessa and empathy come in – pues, quizá sólo querían encontrar algo que no les parecía en mi persona.
I think I get disoriented in my thoughts. And I can’t talk in generalities, so when my ideas have ended, I keep talking to process the ideas… but none of it makes sense.
Any ideas for getting better at this?
...thanks for listening.